Hi my friends ..

After All this long time .. I want to tell you something about me .. if you want to know read my journal ..



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My First Journal
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This journal is talking about my BAD ENGLISH .. >__<

That's not mean I'm stupid .Right ?

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I love English very much , and I like traveling very much too .. BUT , how can I talk with them if i am always bring with me my electronic dictionary ..

I'm the W.O.R.S.T .. (o_x")7

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I know so much English words .. but I can't put them in the right place in the sentence ..

I feel so stupid when I talk to the people .. x.x


So .. what is your Advice to make me ----------- you know what ??

need your help !!

(T_T)7

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When I register in this forum .. I was too happy , because I love drawing so much ..
and I thought this is my chance to talk to people not face to face .. and to take my time to say what I want in English ..

My Friend \(^.^)/ she said to me to write a journal .. I was very glad .. cause I want it to write about (( My Life When I Was A Little Girl ))

in that day when she say it to me .. I was ready to write it word by word .. I used my electronic dictionary and write it on the notebook .. I was working with it in a long time about 2 weeks (( I think )) .. It was very Hard .. but it was so enjoyable .. when I finished my journal I was very very happy .. I remember That day very well ..

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Do you remember when I wrote to you (( after 10 hours I will finish my first journal )) in that day my aunt and my cousins were in our house , they were very noisy and gangster , I know they are here just to make me angry like my brother << I Hate them all >> Q(-.O)o .. so I said to them : (( No one enter to this room ,because I have too much works to do .. OK )).

Then my brother said : (( Look who is talking here , businesswoman )) , they were laughing and laughing ...
in that moment I was ready to broke his face , but they went outside .. finally I was alone in the room writing ...
I finished my journal ... just I have to type it in the forum .. I was writhing and writing .. then My little sister opened the door , she come in the room and said to me : (( Okamii .. Did you saw my shoe ??! )) << her face was very innocence ,
I said to her : (( no , i didn't see it .. it's not here )) , then she said to me : (( no .. no it's under the table of your computer )) , she went behind the table and she cut the power off ..

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then I stun and cried like a baby .. I hold my notebook in my hand .. I wanted to throw it in her head .. my fool brother came and he pull up my notebook from my hand .. he took it and he throw it to my cousin (( he is older than me even older than my brother he is 22 maybe , he is very Good in English )) .. then he opened my notebook then he parody on me , because of my hand writing and my English .. I didn't done anything for him because I was in shock ..
then they think for burning it << that was my brother idea >> ..
They went outside to do it .. my little sister was so exciting to see the fire ,, I know her very well ,, \(-_-)/

they really did it I saw them ..
then I think of my efforts of may days that goes for nothing ..

after they enjoy the fire , they came to me with a piece of paper from my notebook ,, I was watching them ,, my brother give me the piece and said : (( You can keep this )) ..

I got very very angry << every time when I got angry ,, They LAUGH .. I don't know why !! >> I went to my mother to tell her , but she was cooking with me aunt , I said to her that my brother damage my stuff .. She said to me : (( Oka .. you are always saying that ,, it's your fault ,, go say SORRY to him )) , But my aunt said : (( Oka .. when you apologise be normal )) ..
I was bring trouble to him .. That was long time ago ..

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anyway my little sister she doesn't sleep with me she knows I'm the trouble she Always says (( you are the DEVIL )) i don't care what she saying , because my brother make her saying that ..

(( I Always do for my brother problems for NOTHING just to make him CRYING and ANGRY .. I feel guilty .. I do want to say sorry for him .. BUT I can't ))

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Tell me how can I say to him that I'm sorry without he feel it

.. >.< I still HATE him ..

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Sorry .. for making you waiting all that time ..

this journal it takes 3 days to write without any mistake.. (^^)7

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After that accident i didn't enter to the forum .. but now I decide to enter and write this journal ..

I thought this is a Happy Ending ..

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THANKS FOR READING MY JOURNAL ..

.. have a nice day ..